Omen of the day (the light)

sitting here in my room...

i realize its too dark...

so i go to the switch...

bring light into the room...

three globes of light

bring things into sight...

as i am entwined in the web...

sitting in the rocker...

there is light...



POP!



Glass falling from the sky...

and a puff of smoke ...

where once was the light...

powder white shards cover the dark wood...

and sugar jumps to action...

NO!!!

i scream...



HOW? WHY? HUH?

Bizarre is to be the day...................

i can feel it in my bones.....

Rain or Shine

so after a long week of nothing....... somethings become clear.

Like the entire universe... things are both.

good and bad.
true and false
meaningless and meaningful,
friend and foe
forthright and hidden......
old and young.
black and white......

depressed and happy....
at the same time is an odd feeling. i don't think people are immune to this feeling. but no one ever discusses it..... do we really know how to cope with it? its always things are awful or things are great....... but things can be the best of times and the worst of times at the same time.... it is a really strange phenomenon.
such a tearing you apart but uplifting .......

learn, learn, learn....... i keep telling myself.

recognize things for what they are.......

angel or devil.......
water or sky........................ illusion? reflection? or just clouds.
make peace with it. move on........

so black or white........

but mostly gray........